Okay, so maybe I lied.. maybe its not so easy, and maybe Im not passing with flying colors. It really is amazing how fast emotions can come back to you.. but thats a story for another day..

I am one year away from being 18, and if that isnt scary Im not sure what is.

It truely is amazing how you can love someone so much and then can't stand them a week later.. It's amazing how people change, and how different they are when you dont love them anymore.. a whole new side comes out, just when you thought you knew them inside out.

Its crazy how you can love someone 5 minutes after you have met them... but it takes forever to forget them..

I thought I couldnt do without him, but I finally realized I could. And when I tried, I passed with flying colors. I have so many friends that I didnt know I had.. and I love them all.

Wow.. Deffinatly time for an update.. lol

Um.. All I do is work it seems like.. Hangin out with daniel and ash a lot lately..

Went putt putt-ing last weekend.. Went to Indian Rock Hill.. (lol)

Going to Idaho with Daniel next month.. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Money for plane ticket-- thats the real reason I work so much now

Finally got the new bed that was promised to me 6 months ago..

I WANT to go to the lake..

But, I have to work all weekend..

I found out that I really really dislike someone last week. I never really liked em, but now I really dont.

I love Daniel

I got this crazy obsession with Johnny Cash..

Added a new Harley to our family..

Like we need another vehicle.

My parents are going through a mid-life crisis

I want to buy a camera.. but those take money

I wish someone would call me to hang out.. anyone

Except that person that I dont like.

I dont think that will happen.

xoxoxoxoxo

Kena

So, a major part of my life is about to get turned upside down in a few short months, and Im not so sure how I feel about that.. its going to be tough, but I have mastered the art of tough stuff.  I feel like every second is running away from me.. and with every minute I get more attached to what I know I have to let go of. And it isnt a good feeling.. Knowing that your whole world is going to fall down around you, but there is nothing you can do to stop it.

The years almost over.. it was one of the best I ever had, and I hate to admit it, but I dont even want school to be over. For most, summer means no school, fun and sun.. to me.. its like one super long goodbye. Its really terrifying.

Anyways.. I have finals and work so I should get started..

Life ain't always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart

Life ain't always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggle makes you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' it sweet time

[chorus]
No,life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride

Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life dont work that way


But the struggles makes me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time

No, life aint always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But its a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride